Full Swing Fall

My dog finds the Halloween decorations my mom put up offensive. He will not stop screaming at it. I gave up yelling at him, after all he has a first amendment right. There he goes for the water.

I just took my 3rd SAT, and lets just say, I’m ready for my journey with the college board to be over. To think that my parents have paid over 700 dollars to the college board makes me sick, oh and lets add the tutors on top of that. Of course I’ve done 3 but there is still one to go because I won’t be satisfied until I get the grade I know is my best, now that’s not the grade I want, but I’m realistic.

Thank god I got the whole school day excused. I’m still going back to school, at the end of the day, though because I have committed myself to 2 clubs today and if I skip today it will open up the door to me skipping in the future. I just need to stay strong and keep myself in check. So I will be eating my frozen pizza then heading back to school. It is what it is, after all, this is just temporary.

My food hyperfixations lately have taken full control over my being. I don’t want anything else for breakfast, other than crisp bread (it’s basically a cracker) with Temptee cream cheese and a dash of everything but the bagel seasoning because I can’t help it, it’s amazing, and part of almost every savory breakfast of mine, oh and also a fat iced latte, in a mason jar, of course, with whole milk because I’m normal and a splash of Chobani coffee cake creamer. These past 2 years I’ve become obsessed with breakfast, to the point where if I’m not hungry in the morning I know I’m sick, which has proven true numerous times because no matter how hard I try, the flu still finds me. Screw you germs!

I love that it’s cold again. There is nothing I enjoy more than wearing layers, especially the new Aritzia vest I got. I spent a good amount of money on that vest, so I made sure it was gonna be worn, even if it was 75 and sunny the whole season, I would still have found a way to wear that vest. I think it’s crazy that I like vests now because if my mom bought me a vest 2-3 years ago I would be looking for that receipt. I’d like to think it’s part of my wardrobe maturity.

Anyways, that’s my rant for today, now I have to make flashcards about rhetorical devices. Yay.